yes, this is a skinny girl rant
I received a back handed comment the other day from a complete stranger and it went something like this " wow, your so skinny, you must not ever eat"..SERIOUSLY..yup that's right, you got me, I don't eat..EVER..im getting by from licking the fucking air I breath and that's about it..as I sat there for a moment before I gave way to the Scorpio buried beneath my exterior with my answer I reminded myself the stupidly that lives within ignorant people and cut her some obviously much needed slack..i knew it was her own shit she was violating me with, her own insecurity and lack of whatever kind of self, however these comments are nasty in whatever capacity they are meant for..question, would she have felt the need to ask me if I was overweight " wow, your SO fat, do you ever not eat?"after a comment like this one feels the need to explain and justify themselves which is simply idiotic..first of all, I have great genetics and am blessed thanks to my biological parents chris and jack and have been petite my entire life except for my mouth which is larger than life and makes up for everything ..second, I fucking go to the gym 5 days a week and work my god damn ass off to keep this shit tight and together..i climb between 164-170 flights of stairs on the stair machine 5 days a week as my cardio and rotate days on legs back and abs sweating my fucking ass off while enjoying the burn..i make it a POINT and CHOOSE to eat in proportion to my body, and try my best to live a relatively healthy and clean life consciously by choice..im so tired of the weight bashing that goes on from all sides of the equation..you don't know what goes on behind closed doors, or the doors to the inner self that stores the stories to their reasons of physicalness..you don't know what motivates one to choose the path they are on, and words HURT, especially random words that are they to tear you more down than those to build and raise you up..yes, this is a skinny girl rant because im sick and tired of the belief that we have a right to point out the obvious to someone in a cruel derogatory way without ever being accountable for our words..its extremely insensitive no matter how the portrayal of usage is being spewed coming from a place far away from love and for the benefit of the doubt concern..maybe next time one should eat their own words before they go ahead and try to shove it down on somebody else..skinny girl rant is over..peace love faith hope.