so Im asking for your help, my beloved universe and angelic helpers

 dear universe and my entrusted heavenly angels,its been a while since I last wrote you, and now that mercury retrograde is coming to an end (thank god) I thought this would be the most perfect time for me to have a chat with you all..a lot has been going on in my life lately more so than the norm and its shaking my comfort zone while nudging me to grow outside this place I am extremely comfortable in personally professionally spiritually and monetarily.. I know that I need to let go and surrender in order to evolve and positively change matching my walk with my talk..as you know, this is a very vulnerable feeling for me that I often mistake for being scary which I know in reality isn't at all and the farthest from the truth.. I consciously know I have nothing to really fear and feel afraid from and am abundantly surrounded and supported with external and internal love outside this perceived safe space that I nest and have been hiding in..I believe it is all constructed out of universal gifts and positive shifts looking to match this work I am doing personally and that we are doing collectively as a family together..the memo your sending to me, us in signs and flags I am highly aware of and am paying closer attention too watching for your signal and your go ahead now that I am plugged in and paying closer attention..lately, my husband and I decided its time to seriously take another real leap of faith because truthfully we excel at that..we NEED to move out from our current apartment because we have naturally outgrown it and into something more spacious and grand of a rental..its been a wonderful 7 years and served its original purpose but now its time to go and I am at peace with that..while any change is something really uncomfortable for me as a scorpio which I m working on, I am ready to embrace this next chapter and phase in our life.. the idea of planting our roots in a larger space is exciting and will give us the ability to grow and blossom bigger than our currant confinement that I realize has been limiting us physically and energetically..so Im asking for your help, my beloved universe and angelic helpers that will give me the courage once again to surrender to your energy and this abundant process..we really need a home that will allow our immediate family to all be together again comfortably (be it a 3rd bedroom or a nicely finished basement) since my oldest daughter is currently living elsewhere which isn't working out so well for her..despite lately our lack of findings which is naturally frustrating I am still incredibly hopeful that soon we will turn the key to our intended new home..we have been looking pretty seriously and I can feel that we are getting closer to finding "THE ONE" which is why I decided to ask for your divine intervention..I really believe out there is a turn key home with all our requirements matching in our favor just waiting for us to move in to and live abundantly..I just really need your help right now in shifting this energy and intervening in the most magical beautiful way that you have done for us in the past..my dearest universe, I know that after may 3rd when mercury retrograde is finished, the shifts begin to settle and once again it is ok to make decisions that might not have been so great to make during that cosmic moment..so with just 4 days away from this energetic ending im turning this over to you and pray that our new beginning is just waiting for us in your upcoming horizon and this patience, understanding and work we have done to get here will become fulfilled and pay off..thank you always my beloved universe for your unconditional support and divine interventions..peace love faith hope <3