the cultish effect in speaking bullsh!t as a first language..

 I stopped participating in the conversing art of bullshit a couple of years ago and got away from the "bullshit cult" I unintentionally belonged too in the process, REALLY!..we all know its a cultish language that's made up and full of empty vocabulary words that kool aids your brain to make you believe in something that is the farthest from the truth to hook line and sink you..I think sometimes people who are fluent in this style of behavior truly believe the hype of their own voice, using their over exaggerated facial expression and tone to extenuate the blubbering gibberish that comes out of their mouths..its an old school sales technique trying to get you to engage and be the "buyer" of their absurd invented fictional story that they know isn't true..cult leaders us it to gain their "flock"..haven't you ever seen someone use this form of communication as a tactic to somehow derail you from a truth, making sure that you are believing them through their persuasive sling shot insults as they smile and complement you at the same time..its a passive aggressive way to mess with your mind and take you for a spin all at the same time, setting you up for instability and lack of good judgment ON PUROPSE..unfortunately for many, its become a recognizable language spoken everywhere with more people becoming affected and getting sucked into the dialect..its almost as if every bodies bullshit radar has been desensitized or turned off because of power, greed, jealousy or to appease a person or people they are afraid of..the mind gets hazed in a way to make you compliant and in turn act stupid..I believe for a lot of people who speak it, it is actually a form of emotional denial that keeps them from hearing their own deep hidden truth..almost like a self "survival" tactic to avoid some drastic needed changes that they are probably incapable and unwilling to make, especially since they have people buying into it..this alone makes them feel so powerful and grand, disguising the actual truth of their pitifulness..I decided a while ago to get off that make believe merry go round of fabrications for a better, healthier life, taking advantage of living stress free from the external bullshit I don't subscribe too anymore..any time you allow some one to highjack your truth so they can fill you up with their own delusional bullshit, will not end up good for you trust me..I personally suggest that if you feel like you are being mind manipulated, ASK QUESTIONS because you probably are..body, verbal and behavior responses are key indicators to the flags you already feel are being waved, so take note..find a good way to create distance so you can detox and get your brain straight again for mental clarity..feeling scared of the person who is controlling you is a mechanism to keep you bonded..GET HELP so you can safely step away..I used to be timid and scared, and that's what made me easy bait..i learned from experience that after you break free, they will take every thing they can from you, and they will trust me..and when you begin to believe they cant take anything more from you, they find a way to anyways..you must always remember that the one true thing they want, and can NOT ever have is YOU..so LIVE BRIGHTLY, PEACEFULLY, HARMOUSLY, FREELY, LOVINGLY, and SMILE, LAUGH,and RADIATE your being brighter than any shooting star..peace love faith hope <3 <3 <3