if not now, then when?

It was a year ago I completed a second course I had been dying to take for a forever long time certifying me as a crystal healer..ive been purposely struggling and toying with the healing notion as to where I wish to go with this..

The thing about earths mineral kingdom is that it is abundantly infinite like our surrounding universe, offering us "earthlings" different minerals specimens as gateway tools into the healing modality that earth itself creates..modern medicine found a way to mimics natures remedies, chemically enhancing the properties that were already there from the beginning of earths time..

A couple of years ago I created individual crystal healing pouches for my manicuring clients over the holiday season as a way to support and nourish all the things I had personally heard from them over that year..each one was specifically tailored to them as an individual and crystals were hand picked for their specific purpose..  

I discovered during that time the lack of a certain crystal, Rhodochrosite, making it nearly impossible to come by..it was as if earth wasn't ready to release such an amazing specimen that is by far one of the most wonderful tools to use in facilitating healing on so many levels of the mind body and spirit, its ridicules in the most powerful tool kind of way..

A few years later this specific mineral is abundant for its taking almost screaming at us to heal and get our shit together..its ultimate vibration is self love and compassion, holding sacred space for you to go within and examine all that you are unwilling yet need to look at in order to heal the wounds you carry all the way from childhood..

There is something to be said about the time and state we are living in, and the general fucked upness we are marinating in..most of us are caring around heavy old baggage that is so emotional, you can see the ick and energetic stench it is leaving in its presence..it takes on a formation in ways actually making you physically sick that you never dreamed imaginable..

Its time to heal, as an individual, and a culture, as a people collectively, as a nation, as a society, all of it begins in the presence of your own human spirit..you can not aid your tribe if you are ill and unhealthy only generating and contaminating its circle ever more..

The world, our earth is in dyer need for us to surrender and to begin to go within and take a longer look at ourselves instead of accusing and making every body else its problems..its time to do the work, before mother nature really decides to use her own cure for us all..peace love faith hope <3 <3 <3